Week 2

[Amber Brkich Mariano]

I will be able to post more in depth confessionals after this weekend things will be much less crazy. Not a whole lot has happened this week.

Brenda is annoying, like nails on a chalk board kind of annoying. After my epic puzzle fail and the fact that most on the tribe don't do them well I have a feeling we may go to TC so at least there is her to throw in the line of fire still.

Bobby Jon named out alliance the Rainbow Warriors, not the best name ever but it will do. I will write a more in depth confessional tomorrow this time change has be tired!

[Amber Brkich Mariano]

And we lose another IC We worked really well as a team last night but a few things slowed us down and cost us a win. Bobby Jon forgot to post correctly for retrieving the letters and took extra time to try and edit his last post instead of quickly posting again. For some reason he couldn't get into the PW protected board once we had the PW correct.

Prior to the IC Gregg asked me for a permanant alliance and tried to bribe me with the identity of the person that got the HII clue. Bobby Jon had already told me it was Shawna but I of course didn't tell Greg that I already knew. I was a bit on edge about Shawna not sharing the fact that she had the clue but last night she did tell me and she also shared the clue and the details on how the HII guesses would work this season. This reinforces the trust that I have for her in the game.

At this point I only really trust Shawna and Chase. I thought that I could trust BJ but after last night I am not so sure. After the IC results Gregg pulled Mick and Bobby Jon into a group chat. The version of the story that I got was that he set up this chat to offer them an alliance and then asked if I should be brought in as a 4th member. This makes no sense. If he was starting this chat as an alliance offer I think that he would have also included me.

My feeling is that an alliance of Gregg, Mick, and BJ was already in existance and that Gregg wanted to ask them about including me as a 4th. Bobby Jon most likely told us about this chat knowing that Gregg would be offering me a place in that alliance and his involvement in it would be revealed.

Gregg's attempt to include me does show me that he would look out for me but he plans to target my closest allies so I will be voting for Gregg this week.

[Amber Brkich Mariano]

Apparently I can't go away for a few days without that Bitch Sandra deciding it's her perfect opportunity. Last week she was ready and willing to vote out Misty and I actually talked her out of that thus saving Misty's ass.

Hope she's happy with her nice wasted HII ;D She was dumb enough to think that the vote was really Misty and that by playing it on her instead of herself that would mean I would be gone. Looks like quite the mistake. After talking with Shawna and Chase I feel pretty sure that the vote will again tie and that we will end up in a TB challenge. I know that I am stronger than her but I am a bit worried that she may get lucky with the comp somehow.

I have Shawna counting on me to win as if I don't then she will be in danger this next round. The pressure is on me not just to save my own ass but that of my friend as well.

[Andrea Boehlke]

Good luck.

[Amber Brkich Mariano]

Thank you!!

Ok, more bitching from Ambah

After last night's results Sandra sends me an IM saying good luck. Then proceeds to start saying although you don't deserve to be here. People like her are lookikng for a rise out of others and enjoy the confrontation. There is no way that I am going to make her day brighter by letting her get to me. She can go on and on making herself look bad all she wants I am a better person than that.

All I said in reply was that I don't see a need to be cocky and that I had seen her put minimal effort into competitions and I was away doing something important. There is a big diff between all out sucking and having 1 week out of several strong ones where I wasn't able to put in what I normally would have liked.

I know no matter what even if I had not gone on vacation that this week she would have pulled the same crap different excuse.