Episode 004 :: Hope for the best, except the worst

[Sandra Diaz-Twine]

Mmk, I've been lacking confessionals a LOT and that sucks. It's not like I don't have what to talk about. I have to talk about A LOT.

About my title, it's pretty self-explaintory. Hoep for the best - we lose, excpet the worst - we win. We've dicussed throwing this challenge so we can finally go to Tribal. I was SO hoping we'd lose the previous one, Why did you have to change it to 2 tribes winning? That sucked majorly.

Why'd I want to lose you may wonder? First of all, we're clearly the powerhouse so far and people may target us post-swap for that. And you may think we're going to vote out Sekou? You're wrong. <3 Sekou will live to see another day.

The last few rounds have been full of actions at least with me. I had fights with Bobby Jon, because he's kind of retarded. He wants everything to go his way and I'm just not doing it, so he spazes on me and I'm laughing my ass over it. Haters gonna hate~

Then for quite some time now, Aras is trying WAY too hard. What a dumbass. He won Kiwi's game recently and honestly, I am aboslutely clueless how he won. Granted, he missed half of it by trying to get back in, then had his friends to help him make it far. He's trying to do the same here, but he's too stupid about it. He's been caught. I have to say he is kind of a noob, lol.

Basically, what I've been doing is investigate so far in this game. And I'm doing a good job at it. <3 Basically, if we lose [we're kind of throwing, hopefully] Aras is a dead man walking. And it'd be a blindside to him, even though it'd be 7-1 or 8-1, depends if Sekou shows up. It'd be amazing and I'd love Aras to leave. He's extremly fake and tries way too hard. Heck, I even had a fight over him for the clue the round before the previous one. He's SO stupid,. I swear. Extremly power hungry and a control freak. Chill, dude, beucase you're rubbing people the wrong way.

The power-group on our tribe is myself, Matt, Chelsea, Sydney and Aras/Jay, leaning with Jay. It was supposed to be the 5 of Group B, but Aras would use that to survive and go back to his other allies [aka Chase, Bobby Jon]. So far I feel closest with Matt. No, it's not Chelsea, lol. She is close with Jay and I won't be just another number for her, even though I love her~

Me and Cochran discussed Aras the previous night and established we trust each other, which is good for a post-swap sitaution. I went against Aras about the clue because it was the right decision for me and against him. He wanted to give it to Bobby Jon, because he'd get it back and have another shot @ the Idol. That's just extremly stupid. I don't want Bobby Jon or anyone on that tribe to get an IDol whatsoever. I know Aras almost got it but was unlucky, thank God. I wanted Tom to get it because we're kind of working together and I'd know where the IDol would be. And it would be a person that won't use it against me right now. Plus I had a good excuse about it, so why not? It was beneficial for me and bad for Aras. I wanted to separate the clues between the tribes, so less chance for them to find the Idol. Little did they know is that whoever gets it, gets all the previous clues too. Oop2 me.

I got the clue back from Tom and we worked together on it hoping to have some luck. Unfortunately, neither of us got it so that sucked. xD He told me some info about his tribe which is good. I think he is a really good ally as long as you're on the same side. And he seems pretty trustworthy too. We had a rough start because of a previous game but we seem to be on each other's good terms so far and we're doing great.

Luckily, he got last round's clue as well and guess what? He finally found the Idol! He found our tribe's Idol though, which was kinda odd, but I don't mind. Less chance for Aras to find it. xD And anyone else that I don't like. They gave theirs to Sydney nad we worked on it. However, it was something completely different than mine, maybe because we were going for Bayonaca's Idol. Poor them, they got a tough clue. I hope Chorizo's is just as hard. We got to the last section but we probably failed somewhere on our way and were far from the Idol. It's tough with only 1 clue.

Basically, I am happy we're not swapping becuase we can throw this challenge and kill Aras. Furthurmore, I feel comfy on this tribe and like it so far. xD I just hope I don't end on a tribe with Bobby Jon, Chase and Amber all together. They are ALL horrible. Can't stand any of them.

So far Chorizo is way ahead on this challenge and that's good. Hopefully Bayonaca does better than us and we lose. .That means they'd exchange clues and go for each other's Idols. That would kinda suck because I can see the Chorizo 6 being tight except Semhar maybe and share the clue, and I know some of them are challenge whores and could deschipher them and get the Idol. Hopefully they don't.

About who is on the outs on each tribe. For Bayonaca it's Penner and Savage, for us it's Sekou and Mike, and for Chorizo Semhra most likely. Gregg booted himself for trying to work all angles from what I heard, and the same is going to happen with Aras HOPEFULLY. Next round I assume we'll swap into 3 tribes of 7 and I am kinda anticipating it. I just don't want to end with the people I mentioned before and/or Misty and Steph Gross. Not Penner or Savage either. So many annoying people in here. xD That's it pretty much as for now. I odn't think I covered everything, but I will go back and post confessionals for the previous rounds too. <3

[Sandra Diaz-Twine]

Alright, folks. We barely lost even when we were throwing. What.the.heck. We lost by 2. I was going to be SO pissed had we won, seriously. I'm thrilled we lost, because we finally can vote some annoying people out. I am kind of enjoying Tribal, to be honest. xD Probably depends on the people I am with, but oh well. It's fun. <3

I tried to have a medicore score so it wouldn't be too obvious I was throwing it, and we almost won because of it. xD Thank God Jay lost it for us. <3 Aras is going to be so bamboozled after this round, I just can't wait~ Heck, even Sekou was resurrected. I give you that, Lex! You have some mad powers.

Immediatly after we lost, Sekou was brought back to life by the Lex, the wizard, and posted real quick @ Tribal. He tried to convince us to keep him, which was uneeded becuase there's another target on hand. Basically, I am sure both of them would flip, Aras is just more shady and he is against me. Not that Sekou wouldn't vote me if he had the opportunity, lol. I don't see him being the type who'd appreciate being kept over someone else, so yeah.

Then again, I am positive him and Cochjran know each other outside this game. Like 100% sure. I asked Cochran if he knew him when he told me he could contancat him somehow, but he denied. That was a lie I am positive~ I wouldn't mind at all, because Cochran said we've established a trust in each other for post-swap. Do I buy it? Heck no. But if he's willing to stick together post-swap, I definitely don't mind. And if I get Sekou by default too, then even better. It's the best I can do right now.

I think I have Jay's trust to an extent but not completely. Or he just doesn't talk a lot. I know him and Chelsea are tight, though, so that's good. This is why me and her are working so well together. She has her crew, I have mine, we combine it and kind of dominate. I am just more upfront with people than she is, so she isn't as hated and people assume I'm following her because of it. I just laugh @ it. We're just a good team.

Now, Sydney isn't exactly willing to vote Aras for whatever reason and I am feeling bad about it, but he has got to go. We may lie to her or just let her do whatever she wants. Apparently she'd vote him if that's what majority does, but she doesn't want to do it and it's kinda bad. Oh well, it's up to her, I guess. Can't please everyone. =\ At least we're upfront with her. I believe she'd stick with us over anything, though. Or at least I hope so.

Aras came up with this dumbass plan to split the vote, becuase of his retarded assumptions this would be like the real Survivor. Well, Aras, you're wrong. And even if you're not, Tom would never give the Idol to Sekou. So you better shut the fuck up and not embarras yourself anymore. You're gone anyways, so you can't do stuff like this! You need to relaax and stay back, not try to boss us around. But I told him I was going to vote with him, so it should be hilarious when the vote is revealed. I am loving how he is trying to use me while he doesn't even trust me becasue I am not doing what he wants. That's why you are going, Aras. You can't be shady and think we'd be dumb to let you go by.

I just hope once Sekou hears the vote is Aras he doesn't try to pull something because that'd suck and he'd have no reason to do that. Things should hopefully go smoothly with Aras leaving and us swapping into 3 tribes of 7 nexxt round. Hopefully it turns out good, because I'd hate to be screwed by a tribe swap. xD Peace for now. <3