Round 5 - Scrambled

[Shawna Mitchell]

FML! Seriously. We now have Sandra, who I can't really trust, and three Bayonacas who will probably vote together. Sandra knows she's the swing vote and I think she might try to make a move and vote with Bayonaca.

I talked to both Sandra and Steph about keeping our tribe strong so we can win. They both agreed but I don't know how much I can believe they'd vote that way. Stephenie would have to vote off one of her old Bayonaca tribemates. I would love to get rid of Misty - or even Tammy - right now. They both suck and Misty didn't show up last challenge, either.

I just don't have a great feeling.

[Shawna Mitchell]

Wow, the vote actually came out the way we wanted it to. I am a little surprised but happy. I thought it would be unlikely the three Chorizo's who are pretty tight survived when Sandra could have easily voted with Bayonaca.

Sandra came to me the night of the challenge and told me she knows who I am. All I could do was admit it and tell her I didn't want to go around telling people who I was and using past relationships to further my game. It's kind of true, with the two exceptions of Amber/Aras and I had specific reasons for telling them. Anyway, I played up how happy I was to be on her tribe and that I had really wanted to work with her. She said she was equally happy but I have to take whatever she says with a grain of salt. Maybe I'm listening to Amber too much but I also think Sandra was a main reason for Aras's early demise.

We were going to vote for Misty but she came online and talked to...well everyone but me, pretty much, lol. She said she had been sick and she will be around. I know Misty is a very smart player and it may be dangerous to keep her around, but Tammy was MIA and if she's not going to show up to play, I'd rather keep people who are going to help us in challenges.

Anyway, if we have to go to TC again, we should be okay. At the very least we could force a tie. I don't think the other people on our tribe would want to risk that, or so I hope. I'd rather just win and turn our luck around in this game. I'm very tired of being a loser.