{Conversation with Shawna}AsianxChick90210 (5:12:27 PM): Hey Shawna
Shawna Mitchell (shawna.siiii) is available 5:24 pm
Shawna Mitchell (5:37:13 PM): Hi Misty
Shawna Mitchell (5:37:20 PM): long time no see
AsianxChick90210 (5:37:57 PM): I know!
AsianxChick90210 (5:38:02 PM): Sorry I have been so busy
AsianxChick90210 (5:38:19 PM): I was like thank goodness the game is at a stand still right now
AsianxChick90210 (5:38:24 PM): I'm back though and ready for tonight!
Shawna Mitchell (5:38:36 PM): cool
Shawna Mitchell (5:38:49 PM): hopefully people don't throw it so they can vote me out lol
AsianxChick90210 (5:39:00 PM): I mean I've never thrown a challenge in my life
AsianxChick90210 (5:39:03 PM): So I won't be doing that
Shawna Mitchell (5:39:10 PM): Sandra would
AsianxChick90210 (5:39:14 PM): I have nothign against you
AsianxChick90210 (5:39:22 PM): I mean you have kept your word on everything you have said to me
Shawna Mitchell (5:39:38 PM): I know and I meant it
AsianxChick90210 (5:39:43 PM): I believe you did
Shawna Mitchell (5:39:51 PM): because I think you are a pretty straightforward person
AsianxChick90210 (5:39:59 PM): I'd like to think I am
AsianxChick90210 (5:40:24 PM): I know that I have been away for probably what might have been high tension on the tribe, but I'm more than willing to answer any questions you might have
Shawna Mitchell (5:40:43 PM): so am I - but I just couldn't tell you who we were really voting because it had to be a surprise lol
AsianxChick90210 (5:40:57 PM): Well to your credit it was lol
Shawna Mitchell (5:41:07 PM): yeah too bad amber messed up :-\
Shawna Mitchell (5:41:19 PM): but oh well
AsianxChick90210 (5:41:24 PM): Cause it was weird...on the one hand I didn't think you guys were voting me because you sai you weren't going too
Shawna Mitchell (5:41:25 PM): I figure if we lose Im next to go
AsianxChick90210 (5:41:33 PM): On the other hand I was like...well I was the target last time..so why wouldn't they?
AsianxChick90210 (5:41:42 PM): So I tol Stephenie and Sandra I was fully prepared for a tie-breaker
AsianxChick90210 (5:41:49 PM): If it came to that I would just have to compete to stay in it
Shawna Mitchell (5:41:53 PM): yeah I mean all I could do was tell you that I was not voting you
AsianxChick90210 (5:41:57 PM): So the idol thing really threw me for a loop
Shawna Mitchell (5:42:08 PM): yeah I guess tom gave it to her
Shawna Mitchell (5:42:13 PM): but i thought she might have one anyway
Shawna Mitchell (5:42:21 PM): which is why the secrecy obviously
AsianxChick90210 (5:42:26 PM): Right
AsianxChick90210 (5:42:34 PM): Well I mean if she had left and played an idol on me lol
Shawna Mitchell (5:42:37 PM): I know she got a few clues at different times
AsianxChick90210 (5:42:38 PM): That wouldn't have been a nice exit
Shawna Mitchell (5:42:51 PM): lol I would have liked it :-P
AsianxChick90210 (5:42:55 PM): lol
AsianxChick90210 (5:43:04 PM): I mean she should be happy she stayed even more because of that
AsianxChick90210 (5:43:10 PM): That would have been the worst move in the game so far
Shawna Mitchell (5:43:14 PM): lol
Shawna Mitchell (5:43:40 PM): yeah
Shawna Mitchell (5:43:43 PM): too bad lol
Shawna Mitchell (5:44:22 PM): so yeah I got what you were saying about her using the idol on you, but she so didnt do that for you
AsianxChick90210 (5:45:50 PM): I mentioned that to you
AsianxChick90210 (5:46:01 PM): I said I'm sure it was more about getting Amber out then it was about keeping me around
Shawna Mitchell (5:47:16 PM): oh yes you did say that in your pm
Shawna Mitchell (5:48:57 PM): well, whatever happens happens but she has alliances and connections all over this game and I think keeping all the original salchicha people in the game to pick everyone else off is a mistake
AsianxChick90210 (5:49:22 PM): Well I mean I'm open to discussing things more in depth
AsianxChick90210 (5:49:35 PM): I know that since we got on this tribe that it was kinda divided from the start
Shawna Mitchell (5:49:36 PM): well she's not honest or trustworthy. that's just how she plays
Shawna Mitchell (5:49:38 PM): and I knew that
AsianxChick90210 (5:49:39 PM): I think that it coming to light now
Shawna Mitchell (5:49:44 PM): yeah I know
AsianxChick90210 (5:49:55 PM): For myself I will say I knew that I started off on the wrong foot
Shawna Mitchell (5:50:04 PM): well honestly I thought if something was going to happen it might have been the previous round
Shawna Mitchell (5:50:13 PM): but maybe since tammy wasn't around that's why idk
AsianxChick90210 (5:50:19 PM): Well let me ask you this
AsianxChick90210 (5:50:42 PM): Was Tammy voted out because you guys felt she deserved to go or was Tammy voted out because it was the safest choice?
AsianxChick90210 (5:50:50 PM): I mean we all knew their was potential she could self-vote
Shawna Mitchell (5:50:54 PM): because she deserved to go
AsianxChick90210 (5:51:03 PM): Okay cause as you mentioned in you PM
Shawna Mitchell (5:51:12 PM): like I told you, at the challenge we all discussed you and tammy because neither of you were there and you didn't do the previous challenge
AsianxChick90210 (5:51:12 PM): I knew that my name was out there to leave (which is fair)
Shawna Mitchell (5:51:18 PM): but then you showed up
AsianxChick90210 (5:51:54 PM): This time again though my name was the one to leave?
Shawna Mitchell (5:51:58 PM): and i was told you were talking to everyone and i said I thought you would be active and you are a good competitor
Shawna Mitchell (5:52:07 PM): steph brought your name up to me as the vote
Shawna Mitchell (5:52:12 PM): you should see our convo lol
Shawna Mitchell (5:52:16 PM): it was so awkward
Shawna Mitchell (5:52:26 PM): we were like well the weakest person should go
Shawna Mitchell (5:52:29 PM): and I was like yeah
Shawna Mitchell (5:52:30 PM): so who?
Shawna Mitchell (5:52:33 PM): and she was like idk
Shawna Mitchell (5:52:34 PM): lol
Shawna Mitchell (5:52:42 PM): and then i honestly thought she was going to say sandra
Shawna Mitchell (5:52:44 PM): and she said you
AsianxChick90210 (5:53:02 PM): Right
AsianxChick90210 (5:53:08 PM): I mean that doesn't surprise me lol
Shawna Mitchell (5:53:08 PM): so I said okay (because i knew we were going to vote sandra anyway and I didn't want sandra to know)
Shawna Mitchell (5:53:16 PM): I had no idea if you guys would tell her or not
AsianxChick90210 (5:53:25 PM): I guess I feel like..and this is more about Chase then you
Shawna Mitchell (5:53:27 PM): and i guess you would have - or at least steph wold have
AsianxChick90210 (5:53:53 PM): That their was kinda this drawn up perception of who I was or how I was playing the game
Shawna Mitchell (5:54:23 PM): oh
AsianxChick90210 (5:54:25 PM): So I felt I had to kinad be on defense mode the entire time
Shawna Mitchell (5:54:28 PM): well I'll just say this
Shawna Mitchell (5:54:33 PM): because I know it's out there anyway
AsianxChick90210 (5:54:34 PM): Cause it seemed like at least what i gather from Chase
AsianxChick90210 (5:54:41 PM): It was Amber, You, and him vs. everyone else
Shawna Mitchell (5:55:08 PM): but I know you and I know how you play - and I think you are a strong player, you are loyal to people who are loyal to you and you are smart
AsianxChick90210 (5:55:20 PM): lol where do you know me from?
Shawna Mitchell (5:55:29 PM): and I definitely wanted to try to work with you if i could
Shawna Mitchell (5:55:43 PM): lol idk if this is good or bad to say but again, since it's out there lol
Shawna Mitchell (5:55:47 PM): but Im Eliza
AsianxChick90210 (5:55:51 PM): OMG really?
AsianxChick90210 (5:55:53 PM): So funny!
Shawna Mitchell (5:55:54 PM): yeah
AsianxChick90210 (5:55:54 PM): lol
Shawna Mitchell (5:55:55 PM): lol
AsianxChick90210 (5:55:55 PM): <3 it
Shawna Mitchell (5:56:01 PM): but yeah since i voted you out last time.. lol
AsianxChick90210 (5:56:06 PM): LOL
Shawna Mitchell (5:56:07 PM): idk if that was smart to tell you lol
AsianxChick90210 (5:56:10 PM): I mean I'm not mad about that
AsianxChick90210 (5:56:15 PM): lol
Shawna Mitchell (5:56:21 PM): but I really wish I would have worked with you over michslut in that game lol
AsianxChick90210 (5:56:27 PM): lol yeah I believe that now
AsianxChick90210 (5:56:39 PM): No I never held any hard feelings toward you at all
AsianxChick90210 (5:56:47 PM): Not Stephen either
Shawna Mitchell (5:56:48 PM): so yeah, no matter what chase or anyone says, I was never going to agree to vote you if it came down tot hat
AsianxChick90210 (5:57:02 PM): See I guess my issue is that I feel like Chase wants me out hardcore lol
AsianxChick90210 (5:57:05 PM): And I dont get it....
AsianxChick90210 (5:57:12 PM): Cause I have never done anything against him in this game
Shawna Mitchell (5:57:18 PM): and I really think that it will be two people leaving this round
Shawna Mitchell (5:57:25 PM): and then we'll be down to 16
Shawna Mitchell (5:57:25 PM): so probably two tribes of 8
AsianxChick90210 (5:57:28 PM): If anything the reason Amber, you, and him were together was because I suggested turning the twist in our favor
Shawna Mitchell (5:57:33 PM): and former salchichas are just going to rule lol
AsianxChick90210 (5:57:41 PM): Yeah it could happen
Shawna Mitchell (5:57:53 PM): what do you mean about the twist?
AsianxChick90210 (5:59:27 PM): At the start for the tribes
AsianxChick90210 (5:59:31 PM): Do you know what the twist was?
AsianxChick90210 (5:59:36 PM): Did he ever tell you?
AsianxChick90210 (5:59:41 PM): I told my tribe lol
Shawna Mitchell (5:59:54 PM): No?
Shawna Mitchell (5:59:57 PM): I don't know what you mean
AsianxChick90210 (6:00:08 PM): Okay the original twist was that Matt, Chase, and I had to pick tribe members for the other people
Shawna Mitchell (6:00:14 PM): oh you mean the other two people will pick your tribe
AsianxChick90210 (6:00:15 PM): Example: I would pick someone for Chase tribe
Shawna Mitchell (6:00:15 PM): yeah I knew that
AsianxChick90210 (6:00:18 PM): Right
AsianxChick90210 (6:00:19 PM): So I said to them
Shawna Mitchell (6:00:22 PM): and figured there were deals
AsianxChick90210 (6:00:28 PM): Why don't we just agree to pick the person that each of us wants
AsianxChick90210 (6:00:37 PM): So they agreed and that is what happened
Shawna Mitchell (6:00:39 PM): and he picked us because we were the last 3 standing
AsianxChick90210 (6:00:54 PM): I mean I have no idea his reasons I just know that he picked you guys lol
AsianxChick90210 (6:01:08 PM): or I picked you guys for him
AsianxChick90210 (6:01:09 PM): lol
Shawna Mitchell (6:02:17 PM): right
Shawna Mitchell (6:02:34 PM): well I think that was the perception with everyone, that the first few people on each tribe were close
AsianxChick90210 (6:02:39 PM): Right
Shawna Mitchell (6:02:47 PM): but he told us he'd try to get us when we all rolled for captain
Shawna Mitchell (6:02:59 PM): which was fine with me - but it was just because of circumstances
AsianxChick90210 (6:03:06 PM): Even though Chase told me I had a five person alliance with Tammy, Stephenie, Penner, and Stephanie who were close to my bottom picks for the most part lol
Shawna Mitchell (6:03:12 PM): I figured they were both strong so that was good
Shawna Mitchell (6:03:26 PM): lol
Shawna Mitchell (6:03:39 PM): yeah i figured penner/tom/steph but just because of the order
AsianxChick90210 (6:04:35 PM): Well technically Andrew was my first pick
AsianxChick90210 (6:04:46 PM): I dunno it was interesting hearing Chase tell me all this
Shawna Mitchell (6:04:59 PM): lol
AsianxChick90210 (6:05:09 PM): I guess I feel more now then ever I can approach him about why he wants me out lol
AsianxChick90210 (6:05:28 PM): Cause I don't get it lol
AsianxChick90210 (6:05:44 PM): And I like to give people the opportunity to tell me what they have said to other people about me
Shawna Mitchell (6:05:53 PM): I don't know that he does - I think the first round it was truly about who wasn't around and that's why your name came up at all
AsianxChick90210 (6:06:07 PM): He didn't mentioned my name this second time though?
Shawna Mitchell (6:06:17 PM): i mean idk what he's saying to everyone - obviously he knows if we lose it's one of us (probably me) going and he wants to stay
Shawna Mitchell (6:06:24 PM): which i understand
Shawna Mitchell (6:06:30 PM): no it was always sandra
Shawna Mitchell (6:06:41 PM): your name was just the decoy vote
Shawna Mitchell (6:07:01 PM): but like i said, steph was the one to say it
Shawna Mitchell (6:07:17 PM): and chase told me you said you were voting steph or sandra
Shawna Mitchell (6:07:23 PM): you never told me who you were voting
Shawna Mitchell (6:07:26 PM): and i never told you
Shawna Mitchell (6:07:38 PM): except that we said we weren't voting each other lol
Shawna Mitchell (6:07:42 PM): but I never told chase or amber i said that to you
Shawna Mitchell (6:07:51 PM): I just knew it wasn't going to be you
AsianxChick90210 (6:08:01 PM): Right
AsianxChick90210 (6:08:06 PM): Well I never told him I was voting anyone
AsianxChick90210 (6:08:10 PM): So that caught me by surprise as well
Shawna Mitchell (6:08:12 PM): really?
AsianxChick90210 (6:08:15 PM): Cause that was mentioned to me
AsianxChick90210 (6:08:16 PM): Yeah
Shawna Mitchell (6:08:17 PM): lol
Shawna Mitchell (6:08:19 PM): wow
AsianxChick90210 (6:08:26 PM): So that's why I guess I just want to talk to him
AsianxChick90210 (6:08:31 PM): Cause honestly I can't speak for Sandra or Stephenie
Shawna Mitchell (6:08:33 PM): well i guess I'm learning a lot about Chase that I didn't know
AsianxChick90210 (6:08:45 PM): I know I have no issues with you and I'm trying to understand where Chase is coming from here
Shawna Mitchell (6:08:45 PM): Sandra likes to tell me stuff Chase said to her and vice versa
AsianxChick90210 (6:08:54 PM): I want us to win
Shawna Mitchell (6:08:58 PM): I do to
AsianxChick90210 (6:08:58 PM): I mean I will try my best tonight
Shawna Mitchell (6:08:59 PM): too
AsianxChick90210 (6:09:03 PM): I would rather the other tribes go to Tribal
Shawna Mitchell (6:09:05 PM): but i honestly think sandra will throw it
AsianxChick90210 (6:09:10 PM): That's unfortunate
Shawna Mitchell (6:09:19 PM): and I know she was definitely the weakest link - amber was just out of town
Shawna Mitchell (6:09:30 PM): but obviously i understand the self-preservation votes
AsianxChick90210 (6:09:33 PM): Right
AsianxChick90210 (6:09:39 PM): I mean if Sandra left
AsianxChick90210 (6:09:44 PM): I would have been in your same spot
AsianxChick90210 (6:09:45 PM): lol
AsianxChick90210 (6:09:50 PM): And I was prepared for that
Shawna Mitchell (6:09:51 PM): Yeah I get that
AsianxChick90210 (6:09:51 PM): lol
AsianxChick90210 (6:09:59 PM): I was like..Okay don't step down from what you did
Shawna Mitchell (6:10:08 PM): except that I really think our tribe would have won with amber and not sandra
Shawna Mitchell (6:10:11 PM): i mean we'll see what happens
AsianxChick90210 (6:10:21 PM): Just own it and try to show them that you would be loyal and more helpful to keep around
AsianxChick90210 (6:10:29 PM): I mean we lost that challenge badly lol
AsianxChick90210 (6:10:33 PM): We weren't even close
Shawna Mitchell (6:11:04 PM): yeah like sandra keeps saying how she only voted amber because we were all so "wishy washy" and she was obviously doing it for strategic reasons. just own it and stop the bullshit
Shawna Mitchell (6:11:07 PM): it's so annoying
AsianxChick90210 (6:11:25 PM): I mean I voted Amber because I felt like I had the best chance against her in a tie
AsianxChick90210 (6:11:42 PM): I also felt like the 3 of you would have a clear majority and that would put me in a 50/50 chance of leaving if we lost again
Shawna Mitchell (6:11:42 PM): lol yeah you would probably
AsianxChick90210 (6:11:46 PM): So those were my reason
Shawna Mitchell (6:11:50 PM): but her against sandra
Shawna Mitchell (6:11:51 PM): lmao
AsianxChick90210 (6:11:52 PM): And of course Sandra used an idol on me
Shawna Mitchell (6:11:57 PM): it really shouldn't have gone that way lol
AsianxChick90210 (6:12:00 PM): So that would be like a slap in the face to vote her off
Shawna Mitchell (6:12:09 PM): sandra got so lucky
AsianxChick90210 (6:12:19 PM): All 3 of you were strong in challenges
AsianxChick90210 (6:12:28 PM): I don't get how you guys kept losing lol
Shawna Mitchell (6:12:39 PM): I know :-(
Shawna Mitchell (6:12:43 PM): I'm not used to sucking so bad
Shawna Mitchell (6:13:01 PM): well the puzzle challenge, we had people who didn't spend any time on it
Shawna Mitchell (6:13:27 PM): and the password challenge we started late due to the person who had to start showing up late
AsianxChick90210 (6:13:27 PM): My internet was extremely slow
Shawna Mitchell (6:13:31 PM): idk there was a lot of reasons
AsianxChick90210 (6:13:33 PM): So that explains my horrific time
AsianxChick90210 (6:13:34 PM): lol
Shawna Mitchell (6:14:00 PM): lol i just practiced it over and over - i'm definitely not the best at puzzles
AsianxChick90210 (6:14:10 PM): Yeah
Shawna Mitchell (6:16:14 PM): well I appreciate that at least you talk to me lol
Shawna Mitchell (6:17:39 PM): and we'll see what happens with the challenge, and go from there
AsianxChick90210 (6:19:55 PM): Yeah no problem
Shawna Mitchell (6:24:29 PM): anyway I'm at work and I really need to get some stuff done before i leave for the day lol
Shawna Mitchell (6:24:36 PM): but i'll be around after survivor and before the challenge