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Post by Chelsea Meissner on Apr 3, 2012 8:52:28 GMT -5
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Post by Chelsea Meissner on Apr 3, 2012 9:02:56 GMT -5
I'm just tired, ya'll.
I'm exhausted, I'm stressed out, and this game is insane.
I have never been in a game like this ever. It's really wearin' me down to the core. Nothin' you do is ever concrete .. everything is temporary. This game is takin' a really big toll on me mentally. I hardly slept at all last night after what happened. Last night was what you would call a hit and a miss. We hit the target and got rid of Cochran last night but when we tried to help the other tribe survive, we messed up. I did not wanna' give up my idol at all, but I looked at this as a number's game right now instead of a game of paranoia.
My gut told me that Chase, Shawna, Semhar, and Mike would change their vote from Tom; which is what Bobby Jon told me was the vote earlier in the day. They had the majority to exclude Bobby Jon, knowing he wouldn't be back on in the evening. We should have listened to my gut, to Misty's gut .. it's just ugh. When I gave the idol up, we gave it to Tom and he played it on himself. So now we only have one idol left, it's in Mick or Sydney's possession, I don't know which, and now we're being rocked off our boats again. How do you ask? Another tribe swap. Really, ya'll? I feel like I'm about to med-evac from this game.
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Post by Chelsea Meissner on Apr 3, 2012 9:09:38 GMT -5
 I'm dyin' here. |
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Post by Chelsea Meissner on Apr 3, 2012 9:15:28 GMT -5
Chelsea: (10:12:34 AM) If Mike ends up on our tribe, I'm cussing him out.
Bobby Jon: (10:12:35 AM) that whole group voted against me
Bobby Jon: (10:12:38 AM) had he stayed with them
Bobby Jon: (10:12:40 AM) i would be gone
Chelsea: (10:12:43 AM) Whatever.
Bobby Jon: (10:12:48 AM) no thats not a whatever
Bobby Jon: (10:12:52 AM) im glad to see your pissed over that
Chelsea: (10:12:56 AM) Fuck yourself.
Bobby Jon: (10:12:57 AM) thanks alot
Bobby Jon: (10:13:05 AM) you know what no fuck you
Chelsea: (10:13:09 AM) Fuck YOU.
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Post by Host Lex on Apr 3, 2012 9:36:11 GMT -5
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Post by Chelsea Meissner on Apr 3, 2012 9:50:58 GMT -5
Chelsea: (10:26:31 AM) Fuck off?
Bobby Jon: (10:26:39 AM) yes thats what im doing
Chelsea: (10:26:43 AM) Good.
Chelsea: (10:26:45 AM) Don't ever come back either.
Bobby Jon: (10:26:51 AM) are you serious?
Chelsea: (10:26:56 AM) Fuck yourself.
Chelsea: (10:26:59 AM) I'm done.
Bobby Jon: (10:27:07 AM) I DIDNT DO FUCKING SHIT TO YOU
Chelsea: (10:27:10 AM) FUCK YOURSELF.
Bobby Jon: (10:27:14 AM) k done
Chelsea: (10:27:18 AM) k gtfo
Bobby Jon: (10:27:20 AM) you want me gone so badly
Bobby Jon: (10:27:22 AM) im gone
Bobby Jon: (10:27:23 AM) peace
Chelsea: (10:27:25 AM) Bye.
Bobby Jon: (10:27:31 AM) go fucking die
Chelsea: (10:27:34 AM) Fuck you.
Chelsea: (10:27:36 AM) Stupid fuck.
Bobby Jon: (10:27:41 AM) no seriously go fucking die
Chelsea: (10:27:43 AM) I can't fucking stand you.
Chelsea: (10:27:50 AM) I hope you fucking burn.
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Post by Chelsea Meissner on Apr 3, 2012 10:01:52 GMT -5
Aaaand .. we're fine again. This game is just unbelievable.
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Post by no on Apr 3, 2012 11:19:30 GMT -5
Of course you are. Do I need to give another uplifting speech?  |
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Post by The One and Only BOB DAWG on Apr 3, 2012 11:20:25 GMT -5
Bryce.... I need you.
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Post by no on Apr 3, 2012 11:31:01 GMT -5
I don't care!!!
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Post by The One and Only BOB DAWG on Apr 3, 2012 13:01:38 GMT -5
I was talking on Chelsea's behalf
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Post by Rory THE CRUSHER Freeman on Apr 3, 2012 15:07:46 GMT -5
*hugs Chelsea*
It be okay baby. Crusher is here.
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Post by Chelsea Meissner on Apr 4, 2012 8:46:00 GMT -5
So for those of ya'll that don't know what's going on, I'll tell you now. Yesterday sunk really low on Bobby Jon's behalf, because he thought it would be either smart or funny to try and say he was gonna' commit suicide. For one, he's done this in the past and second, it's deeply unfair that he did it to me. He then proceeded to tell me that I don't care about him, etc. Well, this all stems from yesterday when I was trying to see who he was gonna' vote. He told me and I went and told my alliance. I'm sorry, but this is a game. We're on opposite sides of the game. When I gave Tom and them my idol, I made sure that they didn't vote Bobby Jon, but Chase instead. However, Bobby Jon still sees it as a completely personal attack and "no longer wants anything to do with" me.
So after that happened, Bobby Jon must have wanted something .. attention, comfort, I don't know .. I gave him what I could and then he decides that we are to no longer speak to one another. He calls me on Skype, we talk for an hour for our "last call" as he dubbed it, and then we ended it. That was supposed to be the end. Was it? No, of 'course not. He had to just keep trying to fight.
He then begins to IM me, saying how I'm such an awful person. I ask him why he's talkin' to me, etc. He then finally breaks the conversation short and leaves. That's fine. He clearly needed a break anyways. However, then my phone buzzes. I got a text message. It's him. He goes on to tell me again how I'm a horrible person, breaking his trust, etc. Before I have any chance to answer he goes, "Fuck it, I'm gonna go through with it. See you in hell!" Now, I'm sorry .. but that is extremely unfair. I'm of 'course going to be concerned that someone is threatening to take their own life, especially someone who comes off as unstable as he does half the time. Leaving me in a position like that and not responding after a message like that, disgusts me on so many levels.
And then at 10:30PM texts me and goes, "I failed. I swallowed pills and now I just keep throwing up." He's not my problem anymore, honestly.
I didn't sign up to play and be a moderator for the Suicide Hotline.
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Post by Chelsea Meissner on Apr 4, 2012 8:56:44 GMT -5
Oh, wait ya'll. I forgot the best part of the night.
Bobby Jon texted me around midnight and asked me to prove that I "care" for him .. and that the only way I can do that is if I quit the game and show him that he means more to me than Sausage Island. Oh? Really? Well, I guess I should probably quit to appease him .. I want to continue taking care of this mess ..
Mmm .. nah.
The fact that he suggested I quit the game over this nonsense is ridiculous and really sad on his part. I know what he was doing though. I did emotionally manipulate him to get to see who he was votin' last round, so now he's trying to do it back on me, except he wants me to quit. Bobby Jon, you don't emotionally manipulate an emotional manipulator. It just doesn't work like that.
I'm not quitting, and Bobby Jon is going home this round.
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Post by DDanielle: DDouble the Fun on Apr 4, 2012 9:58:34 GMT -5
Good luck with everything girl! Sometimes people take these games too seriously, and say things that they shouldn't. Stay strong!
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