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Post by Chelsea Meissner on Apr 4, 2012 17:46:54 GMT -5
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Post by Chelsea Meissner on Apr 4, 2012 17:59:14 GMT -5
When a big, personal thing happens and is partially a result from something that happens from within a game .. I consider that to be game-related. The whole ordeal that took place with Bobby Jon last round, I considered, to be game-related because of an action I made in the game that broke his trust. Do I regret that decision now? Yeah, I do. Did I want any of this to happen? No, I didn't. I care for Bobby Jon. Him leaving this way is in result to me writing about what happened in my confessional. I will be removing those comments I made last round about everything before the game ends, so that all the other players won't see it.
I do feel bad that he had to go out this way, I do. Everything that transpired wasn't something I expected to happen; I didn't anticipate any of it. The majority of it, was that I was scared. I felt like I had to write it down and not keep it hidden away, which was why I went to Lex first and foremost as one of the hosts in the game, and then also to Rory, who is a close friend of Bobby Jon. I was just generally concerned. That's all. Nothing was meant to be malicious, however the way it was executed felt like he was trying to make me feel bad, like it was meant to do damage.
But, all that is behind us now. Bobby Jon is gone. I've spoken to him, I don't think there will be anymore issues involving that and we can just try and forget everything! So now, it's time to get back to the game.
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Post by no on Apr 5, 2012 12:03:41 GMT -5
Just shake it off!!
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Post by Chelsea Meissner on Apr 6, 2012 0:25:27 GMT -5
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Post by Host Lex on Apr 6, 2012 11:36:38 GMT -5
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Post by The One and Only BOB DAWG on Apr 6, 2012 11:45:07 GMT -5
We have mounds and mounds of delicious food and you steal 3 coconuts?
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Post by Chelsea Meissner on Apr 6, 2012 12:47:47 GMT -5
Lex, don't give me that face! Bob Dawg, ya' need to hush!
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Post by Chelsea Meissner on Apr 6, 2012 12:57:36 GMT -5
I did not see this whole thing coming. Really? A merge!? Holy cow. I didn't expect this but y'know what, like I said in my answers at Tribal Council, I've kind of stopped expected almost everything 'cause something always shows up that throws you off guard and tries to rattle your game and get you frazzled!
Luckily, I was able to win Immunity on my tribe. I was honestly thinking of not going for it, because it didn't matter. My mindset was, three tribes going for Immunity .. it must be a Triple TC. But I decided, what the heck! I'm gonna' go for it and really give the people that see me as a threat a reason to want me out. I zoomed through the puzzle, got the link, solved the puzzle, got into the locked board, and finished putting together that key! I was thrilled that I got it done, and it felt good knowing I'd be safe from this big, highly important vote.
However, it feels even better to know I'm going to be safe in a 14-person Tribal Council. Matt and Shawna were the other two winners. I was really happy that Matt won for his tribe. I know that he hasn't been feeling comfortable in this game, so I'm glad that he's staying alive this round for me. But what's better than all of that is that I made the Jury! That's all I wanted in this game .. I've achieved my first goal. Now my new goal is to atleast make it to the Final 6. You best believe I'm going to try hard to get there too. I've come this far and been through so much .. nothing is gonna' stand in my way; no crazy ex-boyfriends, no bitches with personal beef from outside games, nothing.
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Post by no on Apr 6, 2012 12:59:33 GMT -5
Girls don't have beef. Jus' sayin'.
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Post by Chelsea Meissner on Apr 6, 2012 13:14:32 GMT -5
Chase is going home tonight. I think it's long overdue. I personally don't have an issue with the guy and like him more than Shawna, Semhar, and Mike, but y'know .. whatever. All my allies want him out, and I do see him as the glue that keeps them all together .. so it feels like the smartest decision to make at this point. Everyone in my alliance is worried about Stephanie and how she might flip. But, I'm confident that Stephanie is with us. I have Stephanie and I feel like she will listen to what I want done, and follow through with it. We've played together in the past and she knows if she goes against me, it's all downhill.
As for next week, who really knows. We probably won't even be on a merged tribe next week! We will probably be shuffled into two tribes again or something. I don't know, but I guess we'll deal with that when we get to it. If we remain the way we are, then I will push for Shawna and Semhar to be the next boots. Shawna bein' the more strategical decision and Semhar bein' the more personal one. I guess it just depends which one doesn't win Immunity, and seeing as Shawna is the more competitive threat .. it looks like it will probably Semhar.
Right now on AIM, Semhar is thinking she's the vote .. going to Matt and others and asking what she needs to do to stay. Is it bad that I find it a little amusing when people act all big and bad, and cocky, and have little group tags in their signatures, and then when they know their in trouble .. they begin to grovel, and apologize. It's funny to me. Semhar made her bed, and now she can lay in it. Then you got Chase tellin' me how much he loves me and how he never wanted to "jeopardize" my game. How could he have jeopardized my game, anyways?
His alliance isn't even half the size of mine.
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