Post by Mike Chiesl on Apr 11, 2012 21:57:40 GMT -5
So right now I know I am screwed and I need to do some damage control/strategizing.
Sandra and I had a little chat and she asked me about the votes where Stephanie and Misty left.
I was thinking on the best way to handle this situation, so I decided to just be honest with her...without revealing the truth
Everything I told her was true, but the way I was talking to her was misleading in my intentions. Everything I have done has been thought out, and I have wanted to and planned it that way. But I am kind of telling her that "oh I am so loyal and I am so confused with what peope were saying and I was just trying to keep my work and now people think I am shady and no one wants to talk to me....blah blah blah boo fucking hoo to me...
She said she understood, and I just kind of said I hope people give me a chance and talk to me and understand me like you this awesome, lovely, perfect creature (Sandra) did. I then said that I hoped people could see that I could help them and not cast me aside.
My main strategy/goal now is to just appear weak, naive, loyal, non-threatening, dumb, and innocent. I know those are the type of players people look for to carry along to use at some point so I am hoping that will buy me enough time to gain some momentum so I can actually have enough power to make a move.
I am doing this same type of thing with Sydney too, as like I said, I feel this is my only strategic option at the moment.
Sandra and I had a little chat and she asked me about the votes where Stephanie and Misty left.
I was thinking on the best way to handle this situation, so I decided to just be honest with her...without revealing the truth
Everything I told her was true, but the way I was talking to her was misleading in my intentions. Everything I have done has been thought out, and I have wanted to and planned it that way. But I am kind of telling her that "oh I am so loyal and I am so confused with what peope were saying and I was just trying to keep my work and now people think I am shady and no one wants to talk to me....blah blah blah boo fucking hoo to me...
She said she understood, and I just kind of said I hope people give me a chance and talk to me and understand me like you this awesome, lovely, perfect creature (Sandra) did
. I then said that I hoped people could see that I could help them and not cast me aside.My main strategy/goal now is to just appear weak, naive, loyal, non-threatening, dumb, and innocent. I know those are the type of players people look for to carry along to use at some point so I am hoping that will buy me enough time to gain some momentum so I can actually have enough power to make a move.
I am doing this same type of thing with Sydney too, as like I said, I feel this is my only strategic option at the moment.
clumbze13
gl with the challenge
Sandra Diaz-Twine
Thanks, you too.
Sandra Diaz-Twine
May I ask what made you stick with Chase and them back then?
clumbze13
yeah, i wasn't sure on the tie
and i already voted with them
so i didnt want to flip back and forth
Sandra Diaz-Twine
Yeah, I was wondering about that back then
At the Steph vote.
clumbze13
but i nver voted you
even last round
Sandra Diaz-Twine
Yeah, what happened last round?
clumbze13
well i didnt want to vote you or semhar
and i know some people had mentioned sekou
so i was just hoping there would be enough
but there wasn
t
clumbze13
i know it probably screwed me not voting like anyone else
but i wasnt going to vote for someone i didnt want to
Sandra Diaz-Twine
People just assumed you were with Chae
Aka really close.
You kind of proved that at the swap
And I agree with you.
clumbze13
yeah i see that
agree with me on what
Sandra Diaz-Twine
Them saying
*It's this and this people together"
Kinda makes us be
That you wouldn't vote someone you didn't want to
clumbze13
yeah
clumbze13
it was all just confusing
i was with Salchicha in the beginning
then in the swap i was with chelsea tom and semhar
then the swap again i had you tom and semhar
and i was trying to keep all you safe
but then semhar and tom were opposite and i was confused
clumbze13
and i hadnt heard from anyone on your side the steph vote so i went with my gut
but i understand why people think that
Sandra Diaz-Twine
That makes sense.
The thing is Chorizo were the ones together
So despite whatever they had told you
You were just a vote for them
Ever since
clumbze13
mhm
well when we merged
i tried to talk to matt and jay
and they wouldnt tell me what you all were talking about
and the only name i heard was you from chorizos
so i voted sekou
how am i supposed to vote with you guys if you dont include me or tell me
clumbze13
so then i felt i needed semhar here
after that
so that is where i was coming from
and now it just makes me look like a shady douchebag
even though i was trying to just keep promises to people i siad i would
Sandra Diaz-Twine
Yeah, I think that's why they never let you know who the vote would be
I totally understand where you are coming from
clumbze13
thanks
but it is my fault too
Sandra Diaz-Twine
And then when Misty left
Had you voted Chase back then he'd go
Because it was 4-3-1
clumbze13
right
i assumed it would be 4-4
i didnt know tom had an idol either
Sandra Diaz-Twine
The thing here is people can't know for sure
Because BJ was supposed to vote with you guys
And it just makes sense he'd say he wouldn't
And obvi he did
Ppl assuming he gave me one
Was really silly.
I told them that wasn't the case
clumbze13
yeah
Sandra Diaz-Twine
But they were all set on what they had origianlly heard.
clumbze13
yes exactly
well they are mostly all gone now
clumbze13
and now i have to deal with consequences
but i hope people will listen to me like you are
and see that i could help them down the line
Sandra Diaz-Twine
I totally hear you, but idk if I can be sure about that.
clumbze13
yeah i figured
Sandra Diaz-Twine
Especially knowing that it was me and you discussing that vote back then about BJ and you ended up voting diffrently, but I understand why you would
clumbze13
yeah i understand
i should have just stuck one way rather than freaking out and going back and forth on what the best would be
clumbze13
ok i need to go to bed
have a good night!
and thanks for understanding
Sandra Diaz-Twine
Alright! Thanks for clarifying too, I am glad you did that
G'night!
